Last Updated 10-14-05



She’s out there in an ordinary life
Don’t need me
She’s got a special place saved in her heart
Don’t want me

I’m gonna end up burning out too soon
The way you call me out every night
I’m gonna end up killing yourself soon
All those troubles are such a warning now

I took from her everything she had
I’m still empty
Never been so proud of anyone
She left me.

I’m gonna end up burning out too soon
The way you call me out every night
I’m gonna end up killing yourself soon
All those troubles are such a warning now.

She’s out there in an ordinary life
Don’t need me
She’s got a special place saved in her heart
Don’t want me, Don’t want me


(thank you Trevor for the fix)

Now take me out and light me up
And baby doesn't care
I had some pretty things in mind
But those shoes she won't wear

Yes I take that power
And show you what I felt
I might use up your precious time
But I don't touch nothing else

And sometimes I don't get to sleep
I'm thinking we should talk
Your floating cursive are writing verses
of words I thought I'd lost

So yes I take that power
And show you what I felt
I might use up your precious time
But I don't touch nothing else

So take me out and light me up
And baby doesn't care
I had some pretty things in mind
But those shoes you won't wear

So yes I take that power
And show you what I felt
I might use up your precious time
But I don't touch nothing else

Yes I take that power
And show you what I felt
I might use up your precious time
But I don't touch nothing else


In the coliseums, the gentlemen
and its neverending mumbling and soveriegnty
classical outspoken sex noise
from the fifth floor apartment

go down the stairs and disappear
sometimes for days, where we have talked all night
you may say there's nothing in the desert
i would simply reply that "there's nothing anywhere"


you act like you're on an airplane in the sky
nothing is on your mind
if i were you i'd wash it away
just like everything is fine
and life seems so simple, wash it down
make it go away, make it go away


read a good book, cover to cover
but every little gimmick is getting old now
do you have the patience to watch all the clowns
doing the same old tricks?
do you want to see me do my tricks?
would it make you laugh or remember today?
can you even remember a day when everything was perfect
when we could laugh?


you act like you're on an airplane in the sky
nothing is on your mind
if i were you i'd wash it away
just like everything is fine
and you can't sleep it off this time
it's gonna be there when you wake up tomorrow
don't you wish you can make it go away?
it's still gonna be there tomorrow

and life seems so simple
perfect all the time
and life seems so simple
i wish i was you, sometimes

So don't go to the show
don't go to the show, tonight
just stay here, stay here
don't go to the show, tonight


When I know I'm alone
I say your name slowly
And I know I'm alone
But I carry you
And I choose my words careful
'cause you're not my anything
Stay in my place
Just carry you

Fall apart
I build you up
Must be a reason
Fall apart
You build me up
There must be a reason

Would you dream I'm around
If you fall asleep waiting
No you don't have to answer
But swear I got you with me

Fall apart
I build you up
Must be a reason
Fall apart
You build me up
There must be a reason

You run away
The East coast in your eyes
Run away
The East coast in your eyes

When I know I'm alone
I say your name slowly
And I know I'm alone
But I carry you

Fall apart
I build you up
Must be a reason
Fall apart
You build me up
There must be a reason

Fall apart
I build you up
I know I have reason
Fall...
Build me up
There must be a reason



(thank you Maloneski!)

Perfection so clearly,
I need your help,
living on the desktop,
I hope your living well,
let me start this over,
you can be someone else,
too busy to see me,
are you scared or strong?
Perfection, am I right? You need my help.
Hide your feelings.
Hide your feelings,
at any sign of something wrong.
Take the wheel out from me,
tie me somewhere safe.
Tell me what you’re thinking,
tell me stay and wait.
Taking back so secret,
you will/won’t know or tell,
Watching from a distance,
Listening to a pay-phone,
Hide your feelings,
Hide your feelings,
For any sign of something wrong.
I’ll say when I’m ready,
You’ll know when I’m ready.
I’ll say when I’m ready,
You’ll know when I’m ready.
I’ll say when I’m ready,
You’ll know when I’m ready.
Hide your feelings,
Hide your feelings



(special thanks to char!)

There's nothing for me anywhere
I've been wandering
I'll find some lost part of you
No matter what it takes

I've no business being here
but I can't feel sorry
I only feel the double-cross
You call whispering

There's nothing for me anywhere
I've been wandering
But I'll find some lost part of you
No matter what it takes


(adapted from a poem by Thomas Hardy)

Malonski went through A LOT of trouble for these (with help from char) So you better enjoy-- :)

Late on Christmas eve,
In the street alone,
Outside a house on the pavement stone,
I sang to her, as it’s sung together,
How many nights I felt her tether,
She would not heed what I melodied,
In my soul’s sore need, she would not heed.
As I bent me up there, I voiced and I fingered,
Upon the strings long, long I lingered,
Only the curtains hid from her,
One whom Caprice had bid from her,
(but) She did not come and my heart grew numb,
And dull my strum, she did not come,
Sick I withdrew,
At love’s grim hue,
Finally she knew, sick I withdrew,
At love’s grim hue,
Finally she knew, sick I withdrew,
At love’s grim hue,
Finally she knew, sick I withdrew.




(thank you Michelle Rodriguez!!!)

Wonder if your going to ask me “why love?”
Wonder if your going to shout “Your angry with me!”
Wonder if I could explain this if I try
Wonder if you’ll get along
Will you forgive me?
Will you forgive me?
Will you forgive me?
Will you forgive me?
Will you stay with me?
Will you stay with me?
Will you stay with me?

And out of those awful things you said at first
Don’t shout I understand your pretending
So punish me while listening to the worst
Don’t doubt that your mad but
It can’t be ending!
It can’t be ending!
It can’t be ending!
It can’t be ending!
You’re still pretending!
You’re still pretending!
You’re still pretending!

So don’t say we wish to end this can’t be right
For goodness sake you got to know I care about you
You’re still my best friend for a long way
Can’t face another day
Alone without you!
Alone without you!
Alone without you!
Alone without you1
I care about you!
I care about you!
I care about you!
Alone without you!
Alone without you!
Alone without you!
I care about you!
I care about you!
I care about you!